As a believer in Jesus Christ, I have believed all my life and I continue to believe and preach that the future is always preferred. Nevertheless, sometimes it is good to look in the rearview mirror. And, I have found that during the holidays is perhaps the best time to look back a little.
Today, Kim and I, left Harrisonburg, Virginia, after a wonderful couple of days celebrating Thanksgiving with my family. We both drove separately — bumper-to-bumper — to New Jersey. It rained the whole trip. Something about rain makes me want to reflect as well.
As I have been looking back a little today, I must say my past is full of light. Oh yes, there were some dark and stormy days along the way, however, God has been so very faithful to me and my family.
We have been through a major transition this year and while there were great losses there have also been significant gains. I was blessed to pastor a church that loved me and my family and respected and followed my leadership influence for 24 years without wavering. Like I told you, there is a lot of light in my past.
Now, God has entrusted us with a new mission field. After six months of serving here, we have been highly favored once again. There seems to be great anticipation among those we are leading alongside. I have no doubt that Kim and I are right where we are supposed to be at this time in God’s story. We are humbled to represent Him in eastern Pennsylvania and southern New Jersey.
Will my leadership influence be the same here on the district as it was in the local church? Time will tell. (Right now Kim and I are just hoping the pastors and church leaders will show up for the December 16 Christmas Dinner and Brian Arner Concert we have been telling them about for six months. It really is a sample relationship and influence test to see who will be present.)
Anyway, it was late Saturday evening and I had not yet posted my blog and all I could think about was that I have been reflecting during this holiday season already. So, I thought I would just be transparent and tell you where my mind is today.
I did take time today to call one old friend and it was a very tender and touching conversation. We even reflected a little together.
Now, it is time for me to look through the windshield at what’s up ahead and take my focus off of the rearview mirror. I can say there is also light in my future. As I live the surrendered life as more than an event, yes as a chosen daily lifestyle, I know the rest of my days will be the best of my days, however, I am forever glad for the days behind me as well.
A glance backward every now and then, reminds me of the faithfulness of my Lord. So now, I will focus forward once again. Sunday morning, Kim and I will drive to Philadelphia where I will preach in three separate congregations before we arrive back “home” in Cape May. Pray that we will have favor with souls for the glory of Jesus Christ.
Glancing backward — light
Focusing forward — light
Presence Matters Most!
That is... Presence. Unity. Souls. Love.
Pastor Kerry Willis
